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In Our True Words - Young

Bleeding love - Leona Lewis (Sparky POV)

"But something happened for the very first time with you,

My heart melted to the ground, found something true,

And everyone's looking 'round, thinking I'm going crazy"

The boys went to the studio today leaving me at home to think about this, I know I cant get rid of this baby and I know its going to be hard to keep it. I sat there on the sofa looking at a blank TV screen, I was thinking about what my life would be like with a baby in it and not to think what would happen to the boys life.

There career, there dream job, there band.

I mean I love them and they love me, I don't want to let them leave the band because of me and because I had one of there baby. I was just thinking about everything and everyone who was in my life at the moment.


"But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you,

They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth,

My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing"


Last night I went to bed and last night was my birthday party, someway it seemed to ended the worst possible way ever and I just turned 13. Soon I will be a mother in under 2 months and im not prepared what so ever, I don't think the boys are.

I hated sitting here listen to this song, I know its my favourite song and I love the singer. It just makes me think even more about the negative things and I didn't want to think like that, instead I wanted to know who was the father to this baby and I wanted a scan of my child.

I texted Niall.

From: Sparks<3

Hey baby, Im going out for a while and if u get back before me don't worry about me I promise I will be fine. Luv u babes - Sparks


Now at least one of them known im going out they don't have to worry, but seen as it is 'One Direction' they are always worried about me and now they know im pregnant as well it just makes it worse. I put my 'A' Jacket on and Vans including Louis' beanie and headed out, I locked the door and walked down the road.

I wish I toke a car. There was some fans and Paps at the bottom of our road, I saw the pregnancy place right in front of me and I kept my head down and rushed it to the doors. Then out of nowhere the press came up behind me and shouted down my ear.

"SPARKY ARE YOU PREGNANT?"

"Sparky are you having One Directions baby?"

I wanted to say 'Yes' but I kept walking towards the place, the people who worked on the doors helped me inside and pushed others away from me. Holy shit! If they knew about this the boys family's would find out before we even got to tell them.

I went to the desk where a young girl sat behind, she had rosy cheeks from blush and them big glasses that everyone's wearing.

"Can I help you?"

I spoke very quiet so only she could know.

"I want to find out who is my babies father and I want a scan"

She told me to sit down and even then I saw young moms around me but not as young as me, I looked at me phone to see Niall had texted me back.

From: IrishNiall x

Princess, Where are you going? I hope you don't go to the pregnancy place today, I think they found out this morning cuz when we got up they was all outside the gate. Anyway we will be back soon baby. Luv u lots - Nialler xx


Notes

Shit! Have they found out?

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Comments

Omg u updated :)

Update!!!!

@Paige_Styles

There us "Take me home album" first part of the story and "im too young" is the second part.
What is the name of the fist part of the story.. The one before this and take me home album?
update pls love it