Where Have You Been? (Michael Clifford LS)
"Michael?" he seemed shocked "you know my name?" he questioned "yea my brother might not have told you guys about me but I know about you all" I say Michael showed a small smile "would you mind if I talked to you for a sec?" he asked the fangirl inside me was screaming but I showed no emotion and nod I walk out and close the door "look I know you probably hate Luke and I don't blame you but don't you think you should try and talk to him?" he asked I just looked into his eyes "don't you think I've tried" I said looking down "you may not know this Michael but Luke could have prevented this whole issue I tried talking to him before I left but all that got me was a broken heart, a part that no one but my brother could fix and even if he wanted to fix it I think he would have done so by now" Michael just sat and listened to me rant but once I was done he placed his hand only shoulder "I understand, I might not know what happened between you guys that day but he changed since then and I think you guys should talk again" he says leaning on the wall I sigh knowing he was right "alright I will talk to him tell him I will stop by after work tomorrow" Michael smiled and hugged me I felt little jolts of energy shoot through my body "thank you, and you really do mean everything to him" he said letting go "no Michael, thank you for convincing me to talk to him" I walked back into the apartment and groaned "what did I just agree to?" I ask myself "aww did little Asher get asked out on a date?" Jace questioned I chuckled "don't I wish" I said Rebel laughed "then what are you questing yourself over?" he asked "well…I just agreed to talk to my brother for the first time in 2 years, so once we are done tomorrow that is where I will be headed" I said "do you think this is a good idea?" Rebel asked "you know I think so, maybe now that we had separation things will be slightly better between us, who knows we might even go back to being the way we are before" I said "I don't want to sound selfish but if that does happen how are you going to play that song you wrote about him?" Jace asked "I don't mind you asking after all curiosity killed the cat… but trust me on that one I wrote that song with sadness and anger it won't be hard to play that song as long as I channel all the emotions I had when I wrote it I will be fine" Jace nods "ok because that is an awesome song" he added "play it again please" Rebel asked so I picked up my guitar and played it again. when I ended the 2 boys looked shocked "wow that might have been even better then the last time you played it" Rebel says "agreed" Jace added I winked "told ya it would be fine" I smiled "and I trust you judgement" Jace said I stood up "I am gonna shower and get comfortable someone pick a movie" I say leaping up from my seat and start to run up the stairs, I walked to my bathroom and repeated my morning routine excepted I slipped into some comfortable clothes the returning down the stairs "pizza got here" Rebel said I smiled licking my lips "nice air drying" Jace said looking at my hair I flipped him off and he chuckled, I pulled 3 glasses from the cupboard and filled them with ice then with a soda letting the fizz die down before filling the glasses all the way, I brought them out to the living room and set them on the table I closed the curtain and sat down Rebel handed me my plate "so what movie are we watching?" Jace asked Rebel "White Chicks!" he exclaimed I smiled as the intro to my favorite movie started. after inner Rebel took the dishes Jace turned the tv off andI put the movie away I headed up the stairs "night guys I need sleep!!!" I shout I could hear them laugh all the way from the top "night" they both shout as I headed for my room I pulled my hair into a ponytail and slipped a headband on applying some face wash and finishing up my nightly routine. I climbed into bed and laid my head down letting my thought over come me I knew I was tired but just before I felt my eyelids fall as I thought through my memories I wondered… "Luke,do you think of me the way I think of you?"