Where Have You Been? (Michael Clifford LS)
it wasn't long until the concert had started and we went through our setlist as usual and soon it was my brothers turn to go on I gave him a hug and high fived Calum and Ashton I looked over at Michael and he seemed lost in thought "Clifford" I called he snapped out of the trance he was in and gave me a small smile "good luck out there babe" I say he walked up and kissed me "thank you" and he walked on stage I let out a sigh and accidentally bumped into Jack "hey you ok?" he asked "yea I'm fine" he gave me a look "no really I'm just lost in thought" "wanna have a sleepover tonight? we can go clubbing and watch movies and talk about whats bothering you" it was funny to see Jack acting like a teenager "sure let me go back to the bus and pack a bag" "I'll go with you i don't want a repeat of what happened last time" I chuckled slightly as we started to head out "Jack that won't happen anymore I'm safe ok lets just go back to my bus grab what I need then head back in before your setlist starts and I get yelled at by Alex" I unlocked the door and swung it open to see Derek in the bus "oh hey guys" he smiles "hey Derbear is Mitch inside?" he nods "yea I didn't trust the bathrooms in this venue" I couldn't help but laugh "I don't blame you" I walked back to my bunk and threw together an overnight bag "so what are you guys doing anyway?" Derek asked but Jack answered "we are having a movie night so she is grabbing various things to kill me with probably" I smirked "if I was Jack you would never know" "she's got a point Jack" I grabbed my bag and gave Derek a hug "I'll see you lot tomorrow ok?" he hugs me back "call me if you need me" Jack and I walked off the bus and back to the venue "I'm gonna get ready for the clubs well you guys perform" I say as my brothers band was finishing up "ok sounds good don't forget we have remembering sunday as well" Jack said reminding me "no problem" I walk into the dressing room assigned to my band "hey Ash you ok? you look sad" Jace said Rebel looked up from his book I closed the door behind me "I don't know to be honest nothing even happened I just have a weird feeling about Mikey" Jace pat the spot on the couch next to him and I laid my feet on Rebel's lap with my head in Jace's "I'm reading you know" Rebel said but I just rolled my eyes "oh hush you" Jace laughed slightly "so boyfriend troubles huh?" I nod "I mean not really because nothing happened but I can't help but feel like he's losing interest in me" Jace had a confused look on his face "why would you think that has he done something?" I shook my head "no and thats why I'm so confused he looks so lost in thought all the time I just can't help but think that he's found someone better" I felt a tear fall and Jace grabbed my hand "listen you don't need to feel that way, you guys are absolutely perfect for each other and its ok to have these feelings it just means that you really love him, trust me he is in love with you as well there is no one better for him than you, maybe try talking to him about it, sometimes Ash people get so lost in thought that they forget about the world around them it happens all the time you do it to but that doesn't mean he's thinking about someone else he could just be thinking about how much he loves you, I know that its hard but all you need is trust and if he doesn't make you happy then maybe its time to walk away" Jace rubbed soothing circles on my hand "no thats not it at all I've never been so happy than with him, I finally have my brother back I have the best friends in the whole world" Rebel couldn't help but interrupt "damn straight you do" I laughed slightly "and I have the perfect boyfriend who I'm head over heels in love with, I think I'm just scared that I'm going to lose him and thats why I'm so sad, I don't want to be sad and I know that he cares for me I guess its just something I'm gonna have to work on, I'll talk to him I think that we be better than just ignoring the problem until it goes away" Rebel smiled "thats the confident girl I know" it made me smile "thanks Rebel thanks Jace" they both gave me a hug "one day soon we are gonna have a best friend day all three of us" I say "definitely" they both respond "Asher Remembering Sunday is next we need you to mic up" "ok I'm coming" I sat up "I'll be back guys" I walked over to the door and pushed it open to see Michael walking away "oh man I hope he didn't hear anything" I walked over to the side of the stage and got my microphone and waited for my cue, "alright everyone we are gonna take it slow for this next song"