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Where Have You Been? (Michael Clifford LS)

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Asher's P.O.V




I knocked on the bus door softly and after a few seconds it swung open, my brother looked down and noticed me standing there he jumpped down and gave me a huge hug squeezing tighter "Luke...can't breathe" I mumble he lets go and that's when I noticed the tears in his eyes "I'm so glad you're safe" he says quietly, we stood there for a few seconds before walking onto the bus and closing the door "you must want to change before the show you left some clothes here" he says walking back to the bunks and pulling out some folded clothes before handing them to me I notice some jean shorts and a black tank top "awesome thanks" I saw setting them down on the couch before I took a seat "Luke..." I start but he interupts me "I know you better than anyone Ash, I know you didnt mean anything you said back at the hotel" he says I smiled slightly "thats not why I'm here... I'm actually here because of the phone call from yesterday" he stops in his tracks "oh right" he leans against a counter and started to nervously pick at his nails "Luke I can't even begin to explain how I thought to do everything I did" I say no better way to start this uncomfortable conversation than here, he rubbed his arm almost like a nervous tick "I was so worried but then when you called I felt my emotions take over I was relieved when it was your voice but honestly what hurt me most is that you didn't trust me to help you" he says "it's not that I didn't trust you Luke it's more along the lines of the fact that I couldn't handle what was happening, my thought process went everywhere" I say grabbing my clothes and going to their bathroom to change, I took the hoodie off and quickly changed into the shorts and tank top and walk out I showed my brother a small smile when I noticed the look of horror on his face thats when I realized why "when...when you told me that you did something bad...is this what you meant?" he asked placing his hands on my bandaged wrists lightly I pulled my arms back I was mad that I broke my promise to Luke "I'm so sorry...I broke our promise" I felt tears brimming behind my eyes "hey listen to me it was a moment of weakness it could happen to anyone, sure you broke your promise but I can see in your eyes and in your heart that you regret it and I know that after all of this you'll be ok" I smiled I didnt deserve the kindness that Luke was giving me "I can't believe you don't hate me" I say softly, he wipes a tear away "I couldn't hate you if I tried Ash, you're my baby sister but next time please come to me for help instead of hurting yourself I'll help you any day any time that's what family is for and I'll always be by your side" I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, I lost it and began uncontrollably sobbing "Luke" I muttered out and he wrapped his arms around me and didnt let go "its ok Asher... calm down... everything is all right I promise" as I listened to the steady beat of my brothers heart I tried to match my breathing to it as a way to help me calm down and once I had I pushed away from Luke a little bit "come on dry those tears and lets head inside" Luke says sticking his hand out which I grabbed and as soon as I head he pulled me close and threw me on his back "lets go!" he yells as we head inside and to the dressing rooms. Luke set me down in front of my bands dressing room "will you be ok?" he asked as I brushed myself off "yea I'll be ok" he places his hand on my shoulder and gave me a reasuring smile before walking off, I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in and walked inside "hey friend welcome back" I looked and saw it was only Derek in the room "hey...where's everyone else?" I ask "they went across the street to that little market for drinks" he said before looking down I saw his eyes expand slightly as he noticed my wrapped wrists "Ash" he says softly "I know... just please dont say anything" I say more than ask Derek let out a sigh "I wont say anything but dont you think that everyone will notice the fact that you have bandages on each of your wrists?" he asked "I'm thinking of taking them off" I said playing with a loose string on my shirt that had become fascinating, "but will they open up well you're playing?" he asked I just shrug "I'm not sure but I guess I'd deserve it for doing something this stupid in the first place" his facial expression went from sad to concerned "Ash I'm no saying what you did wasn't stupid I'm saying that it was just a weak moment" I smiled slightly at the words of my best friend before giving him a hug "thank you Derek" I let out a sigh and unwrapped the bandages and was shocked at how quickly they had healed, "well I don't have to worry about them opening up but you can tell that there is fresh scratches" I say Derek rolls his eyes and the door slams open "you ready for the best show ever!" I looked back and saw Jace who had a smile plastered on his face Rebel and Mitch had just shook their heads "you bet I am lets rock this crowd" I reply with a smile

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Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese update. This story is amazing.

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3/23/15

Plzzz update

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3/20/15

Next update plz

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2/20/15

When is the next update??? I check ever 30 minutes D:

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2/8/15