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Beating Heart


• Book 1 • Book 2

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Beating Heart | hs AU |||

“You’re just an angel.. who got lost in the darkness.”


At times she was strange and dangerous, but mostly she was sweet and scared and harmless.


He is the tragedy side of life, the darkness behind the light. He was nothing that mattered anymore, he was nothing at all. But when a little speck of color enters his black and white universe, a dream unravels and he can finally feel his heart beat.


“I saw wild, dangerous beauty. I saw devotion. I saw you.”

1.Beating Heart – Ellie Goulding
2.Nobody – Selena Gomez
3.Strong – One Direction
4.I’ll Be – Edwin McCain
5.Monster – Imagine Dragons
6.How Long Will I Love You – Ellie Goulding
7.Far Away – Nickelback
8.In The Dark – Olivia Holt
9.Drunk – Zayn Malik
10.I Know Places – Taylor Swift
11.Demons – Imagine Dragons
12.Love Me Like You Do – Ellie Goulding
13.The Heart Wants What It Wants – Selena Gomez
14.If I Could Fly – One Direction
15.Nightingale - Demi Lovato
16.Dusk Till Dawn - Zayn ft. Sia

////WARNING: explicit mature content/triggering content/////

*I do not own One Direction or any of it's members, but I own the story content and original characters ©2016 / 2017 / 2018 / 2019 by brianna.smith



Gemma Styles

Gemma Styles

//the pain isn't gone, but I've learned to live with it//

Harry Styles

Harry Styles

//the darkest place I've ever seen was inside of me, and nothing ever scared me more..//

Julianne Dempsey

Julianne Dempsey

//hope is the only thing stronger than fear//

Liam Payne

Liam Payne

//she dances with her demons, but she refuses to let them lead//

Louis Tomlinson

Louis Tomlinson

//all good things are wild and free//

Niall Horan

Niall Horan

//in some cases, the memory of a person is better than the reality of them//

Perrie Edwards

Perrie Edwards

//sometimes the bad things that happen in our lives put us directly on the path to the best things that will ever happen to us..//

Sara Styles

Sara Styles

//without the darkness.. we'd never see the stars//

Sophia Smith

Sophia Smith

//this world is full of monsters.. all with friendly faces//

Zayn Malik

Zayn Malik

//this is hell, and we can't leave//


  1. p r o l o g u e

  2. o n e - permission.

    //pain is the only thing that makes her feel alive//

  3. t w o - thunder.

    //if the thunder is not loud the peasant forgets to cross himself//

  4. t h r e e - darkness.

    //at night she's not alone, it's her, the dark, & the tears//

  5. f o u r - awake.

    //she dreams more often than she sleeps//

  6. f i v e - roses.

    //she's at peace and yet somehow on fire//

  7. s i x - light.

    //she realized if she let it through, the light could shine within her//

  8. s e v e n - fish.

    //she hates getting flashbacks from things she doesn't want to remember//

  9. e i g h t - radiant.

    //the great thing about new friends is that they bring new energy to your soul//

  10. n i n e - human.

    //nothing haunts us like the things we don't say//

  11. t e n - relax.

    //silence is just another word for pain//

  12. e l e v e n - normal.

    //normal people have no idea how beautiful the darkness is//

  13. t w e l v e - glue.

    //nothing ever goes away until it teaches us what we need to know//

  14. t h i r t e e n - lavender.

    //you must trust and believe in people, or life becomes impossible//

  15. f o u r t e e n - oceans.

    ​//Love taught me to lie.. and life taught me to die//

  16. f i f t e e n - bruise.

    //she's finding out, in the hardest ways, the consequences of every mistake she makes//

  17. s i x t e e n - nightmares.

    //your nightmares follow you like a shadow.. forever//

  18. s e v e n t e e n - screams.

    //it hurts, but it's okay, the pain is tolerable sometimes//

  19. e i g h t e e n - garden.

    //sometimes the only thing we can do is sit and watch the flowers grow//

  20. n i n e t e e n - please.

    //it's getting harder to believe in anything//

  21. t w e n t y - glamorous.

    //some find the dark inviting, while others find it revolting//

  22. t w e n t y o n e - cards.

    //damaged people are dangerous. they know how to make Hell feel like home//

  23. t w e n t y t w o - admitted.

    //never be afraid to look, you never know where the answers may be//

  24. t w e n t y t h r e e - run.

    //you can't conquer reality by running from it//

  25. t w e n t y f o u r - escape.

    //everything you're running away from is in your head//

  26. t w e n t y f i v e - goodnight.

    //it's scary what the night can hide//

  27. t w e n t y s i x - lipstick.

    //all dreamers have a favorite nightmare//

  28. t w e n t y s e v e n - normality.

    //she craves the unknown//

  29. t w e n t y e i g h t - sunshine.

    //a single sunbeam can make the shadows disappear//

  30. t w e n t y n i n e - warm.

    //the demon never expected to fall in love with an angel//

  31. t h i r t y - smile.

    //she wanted to be appreciated, he wanted to be accepted//

  32. t h i r t y o n e - promise.

    //there is no greater fraud than a promise not kept//

  33. t h i r t y t w o - truth.

    //she never desired for her heart to stop beating before//

  34. t h i r t y t h r e e - monster.

    //we are all searching for someome whose demons play well with ours//

  35. t h i r t y f o u r - family.

    //loyalty makes you family//

  36. t h i r t y f i v e - flannel.

    //when he looks at her, she swears she can't breathe//

  37. t h i r t y s i x - senses.

    //true love doesn't come to you, it has to be inside of you//

  38. t h i r t y s e v e n - safe.

    //don't fall for the stupid mind tricks//

  39. t h i r t y e i g h t - casual.

    //sometimes things just aren't meant to be//

  40. t h i r t y n i n e - scars.

    //Don't find love, let love find you//

  41. f o r t y - everything.

    //the water is clear, but your wrists are stained//

  42. f o r t y o n e - droplets.

    //I promise you forever, and I mean it//

  43. f o r t y t w o - abuse.

    //there is no charm equal to tenderness of heart//

  44. f o r t y t h r e e - cake.

    //it becomes so hard to resist what you adore//

  45. f o r t y f o u r - pleasure.

    //she needs him like a heart needs a beat//

  46. f o r t y f i v e - alive.

    //she is his literal everything, and she was delighted by that//

  47. f o r t y s i x - stories.

    //there comes a time when you just need to reminisce//

  48. f o r t y s e v e n - fire.

    //fire could never compete with the flames in his heart//

  49. f o r t y e i g h t - mother.

    //there's a reason the picture hangs on the wall, a reason you will never truly know//

  50. f o r t y n i n e - power.

    //never question the power of your leader//

  51. f i f t y - decision.

    //not every princess wears a crown and lives in a castle//

  52. f i f t y o n e - touch.

    //sometimes just a touch is enough//

  53. f i f t y t w o - mine.

    ​​​//We’re all going to die, so it might as well be love that destroys us//

  54. f i f t y t h r e e - demon.

    //it would be impossible to move on if you were gone//

  55. f i f t y f o u r - absence.

    //you never know how much someone means to you until they're gone//

  56. f i f t y f i v e - butterflies.

    //you can not save people, you can only love them//

  57. f i f t y s i x - seven.

    //when love is real, it finds a way//

  58. f i f t y s e v e n - us.

    //we lose ourselves in the things we love, we find ourselves there too//

  59. f i f t y e i g h t - fast.

    //read to me a page from your soul one night at a time//

  60. f i f t y n i n e - panic.

    //you are at once both the quiet and the confusion of my heart//

  61. s i x t y - wonder.

    //not all those who wonder are lost//

  62. s i x t y o n e - colder.

    //show me your everything, and I'll promise to cherish it//

  63. s i x t y t w o - preparing.

    //we all deserve a second chance//

  64. s i x t y t h r e e - selfish.

    //some people create their own storms//

  65. s i x t y f o u r - bookmark.

    //you cannot find peace by avoiding life//

  66. s i x t y f i v e - stupidity.

    //sometimes the last choice is better than nothing at all//

  67. s i x t y s i x - baby.

    //no one ever said love was going to be easy//

  68. s i x t y s e v e n - lucky.

    //it's hard to handle you, but so easy to love you//

  69. s i x t y e i g h t - ruin.

    //I fear you will never come back to me, but if you do, will you still love me//

  70. s i x t y n i n e - frustrated.

    //if you want it to last forever, you can not rush it//

  71. s e v e n t y - business.

    //you would do anything for the person you love//

  72. s e v e n t y o n e - masterpiece.

    //it can be hard, but it can be easy too//

  73. s e v e n t y t w o - eternity.

    //sometimes our demons overpower us, and there's nothing we can do to stop them//

  74. s e v e n t y t h r e e - medications.

    //love can be painful//

  75. s e v e n t y f o u r - repeatedly.

    //we all can't be happy all the time//

  76. s e v e n t y f i v e - heal.

    //not far apart, but not close enough//

  77. s e v e n t y s i x - someone.

    //we would do anything for the one we love//

  78. s e v e n t y s e v e n - unbelievable.

    //don't be afraid, it's okay to try things//

  79. s e v e n t y e i g h t - once.

    //how did I get so lucky//

  80. s e v e n t y n i n e - anything.

    //any request you have, I will grant it//

  81. e i g h t y - respect.

    //I will never be able to see myself the way you see me//

  82. e i g h t y o n e - traditional.

    //be patient, give it time//

  83. e i g h t y t w o - tea.

    //when the time is right//

  84. e i g h t y t h r e e - basics.

    //you make life worth living//

  85. e i g h t y f o u r - breakfast.

    //I've always needed you and I'll always need you//

  86. e i g h t y f i v e - cotton.

    //He deserves everything and I only wish I could give him that//

  87. e i g h t y s i x - precaution.

    //Be careful with what you promise//

  88. e i g h t y s e v e n - control.

    //there's nothing I wouldn't do to make you feel my love//

  89. e i g h t y e i g h t - erotic.

    //I promise you'll live in this heart of mine, even after it stops beating//

  90. e i g h t y n i n e - broken.

    //love is the only word to describe what we've been through together//

  91. n i n e t y - him.

    //whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same//

  92. e p i l o g u e

  93. s e q u e l


@Allie Miller @Harry02
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